Well, hello! Guess what? I am back to red. For some reasons, I decided to go back to red and ditch the ombre idea. Meh~

Gah! I know I have a lot to blog about for the past month but I am just too lazy to do it. I haven’t even touched my drawing notebook for more than a month now. Again, I lost all the inspiration to do all those things. Motivate me, please? Sorry if I am boring you with all my hair posts but for now, that is all I can offer.

For now, hang there while I am trying to find some fairy dust to get me back on track.

Ah! Gee moved in with us, finally met up with Aia after 5 months of being here,  Mama visited me and my brother here in Singapore, dyed my hair again and… seriously, I can’t even think of anything interesting. January passed by so fast that I can’t even remember what actually happened.

So, I guess I’ll just leave you staring at our faces.

My lovely ombre

with this super lovely girl, Aia

Puss and Me

Lastly, a family photo! Let’s just imagine that Puss is Papa. <3

Family Portrait

And oh! Hello February, I am very much excited because in few days, we’ll be in Kuala Lumpur, out of impulsive booking, yay. What is this Attraction Marketing I just got in my email? Bye! :)

Religion preaches grace, but another thing they practice, Tend to ridicule Gods people, they did it to John the Baptist,
Can’t fix their problems, so they try to mask it, Not realizing that’s just like spraying perfume on a casket
The problem with religion is that it never gets to the core, It’s just behavior modification, like a long list of chores.
Let’s dress up the outside, make things look nice and neat, Its funny that’s what they do to mummies, while the corpse rots underneath.

I was born Catholic, but I stopped using that label more than a decade ago. The story is so long to tell why I did, but it all boiled down to confusion.  I was never a religious person neither an atheist. Confused, still. I stopped going to church, but there is still one thing I know, I still believe in one Supreme Being. It’s funny that I even started addressing Him the Universe. You see, I rarely pray but I’m happier that I live this way. Like what he said, this is so much better than just following some rules *mumbles*

As much as I want to talk about my belief, I’d rather not because for sure, our beliefs will clash. But I like this poem, I don’t know why. Probably because   that’s my truth. That is what I believe in. Though, I want this to happen to me:

When I was Gods enemy and certainly not a fan, God looked down on me and said, “I want that man!”

Again, this is me. To each his own.

We had to turn everything into black and white since most of the videos were taken from my phone, so it’s super crappy. Also, thank you to my super awesome boyfriend, Star, for editing this shit despite his evil working schedule. I love you :)

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Byeeeee!

Because it’s new year, I guess it’s time for me to change the look of my eenie-minnie blog.Is it nice? Or is the old layout better? Let me know! :) Also, I bid goodbye to my old name, nonconformist00. I just thought I should use my name here and just keep the non-conformist for my tumblr.

Anyway, I really have nothing much to say for this post. I just wanted to show off my revamped site.

I’ll leave you with my new niece’s pretty face.

I have so much to say about this New Year’s celebration but I am not in the mood to type, so I’ll just leave you this video (to some of you guys, I was speaking Filipino on this). Anyway, Happy New Year and Blessed be!

PS. I really have to start working on my artsy side. Remember when I promised to draw daily? Well, I stopped. Again. I will try my best to draw and hold on to this mojo. I swear.

Hi you guys! Here I am again posting another batch of nonsense photos (aka my face). Yesterday, I got some pretty gifts from out friend Miki. I cannot take photos at the moment because my camera’s battery is missing, dang! One of those items is my new favorite lipstain, Daredevil from NARS, I’m wearing it on the photo. So there, I will update soon and post new drawings and some other ‘nonsense’ posts.

Happy Holidays!

I’ll probably regret bleaching my hair tomorrow because now, it looks too orange/yellow and I think I bleached too much and it’s not even. Left side got most of the bleached hair. Meh! I also had to photoshop off the huge ass zit on my chin because it looks awful. And I’m wearing lipstick because I just feel like using it tonight.

Drawing update: I promised to myself that I will make at least 1-2 drawings a day and post it by the end of the week. This way, I get to practice and see improvements, hopefully! Hope you guys hang on there! :)

Before I got here in Singapore, I decided to go back to brown. But my love for hair dye came back and now I am back with light brown. Today I decided to bleach my hair (well, half of it) and now it’s rusty yellow. Take note, I dyed my hair twice already since last week. I used Palty hair bleach and i love the product. It made my hair softer, seriously. I was trying to do ombre, but meh~ I actually don’t care but I will do another round sometime til the end of the week. Also, I will dye Gee’s hair too! Yay yay!

I also got myself a hair iron for 20$ from Sasa instead of the one I was really planning to get which costs 60$, so yay for destroying my hair! :p

Here is how my hair evolved just this year:

I have been trying to draw these past week. I actually bought new materials so I can start drawing again but I don’t know, self-esteem is pretty low these days. I have been watching videos for inspiration like this one and it just frustrates me even more. Like, why can’t I do that? Why can’t I draw eyes and nose properly? Why can’t I get proper proportions anymore like I used to? Why can’t be just as good as my boyfriend or whoever artist out there? I am not really complaining, because I know I can draw. I’m just not contented with what I can do.

No forte, no distinct style. I can’t sing, I can’t dance. What does that make me? I can’t even call myself an artist. #whitegirlproblems Haha!

Anyway, I have posted my other drawings but these ones are the latest.