Sadly, I haven’t found it December 18, 2011
Posted by the nonconformist in arts, luna, personal, Uncategorized.Tags: art, contentment, drawings, self-esteem, style
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Style. Forte. Inspiration. Art. I haven’t found mine.
I have been trying to draw these past week. I actually bought new materials so I can start drawing again but I don’t know, self-esteem is pretty low these days. I have been watching videos for inspiration like this one and it just frustrates me even more. Like, why can’t I do that? Why can’t I draw eyes and nose properly? Why can’t I get proper proportions anymore like I used to? Why can’t be just as good as my boyfriend or whoever artist out there? I am not really complaining, because I know I can draw. I’m just not contented with what I can do.
No forte, no distinct style. I can’t sing, I can’t dance. What does that make me? I can’t even call myself an artist. #whitegirlproblems Haha!
Anyway, I have posted my other drawings but these ones are the latest.
Because you are the brightest one in my sky December 16, 2011
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This is my darling, Star. I haven’t drawn anybody for quite sometime now and I did this, just because.
Back to the drawing board! December 15, 2011
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I’ve held you once again… It’s been a while, my friend. I missed you!
Death or Droogie September 7, 2011
Posted by the nonconformist in arts, personal.Tags: costume, death, halloween, make-up
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I am contemplating on what look to pull-off on halloween or i don’t know when. LOL. I’m thinking of Death or as a droogie (A clockwork orange). But I’m liking this! Very… me! :)
so this is loneliness August 29, 2010
Posted by the nonconformist in arts, personal, photography.Tags: deviantart, photography
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Well, as you know, I’m not really a deviant. I post random works here but they’re something not as good as other deviant’s works (heh~ medriocracy at it’s finest). Well I wish I could be like them, but my skill is just that of a grade 2 student. Blah~
For the past years that I have been posting on deviantart, this deviation (with a description that says: sometimes you just have to be alone for you to feel complete) has always been my favorite. It’s a random shot, a product of boredom. What’s surprising is that it has gained likes and comments from my co-deviants. Just today, I deleted every crappy photo I posted there just because I felt that it’s time for me to get serious with my craft. Wait, what craft? I don’t know my forte yet! But I know I am happy with whatever I am doing. Every comment I get means a lot to me. I may seem like an attention whore, well, I guess I really am. Who doesn’t like attention anyway?
This picture is simple and yet it managed to give me a feeling of… yeah, loneliness. And didn’t we cling to our teddies when we’re just kids while we’re curled up in our beds or when we get scared or when we miss our mums while she’s away? This picture tells a story, two perhaps.. or even more. Very nice. -robkit
This is adorable! I love that it’s all a single color – it’s simple and sweet – and the color is warm and cozy. It doesn’t seem lonely to me until I read the title. It seems content and happy – but then your artist comments bring those two ideas together. Feeling complete by being alone. It truly does feel that way in the picture. Such soft textures too – I like that even the wall looks soft somehow. -DaniWeewee
Just some random comment that deviation got. I love how my co-deviants love that photo. Simple comments like that make my heart melt. Even though the story behind that photo is really not that interesting. So there, I will try my best to post new stuff there. Maybe in the next two weeks, for my group is planning a photoshoot. My bestfriend kai wanted a photoshoot. Danikungfuze and Jeiboi and i planned it further. i will take photos, i will model, i will act. wth! but im excited. well, i do hope the outcome will turn out well. oh! My darling Stauros will be there too!
Next time, I will post more about my awesome friends and their works too. I promise you’ll love them. In the mean time, please do visit my deviantart. okay?
